kicking yrself won't solve the problem.

I had an unfortunate moment yesterday.
Its my first breaking down in front of a lecturer.
It's amazing how the tears kept coming like a bullet train.
Damn.

On a lighter note, at least I get the whole week off next week =D

But never again. Never again.

This is the second time I had a break down. First was with my girlfriends. Still remember it vividly. All of us sitting in a circle, talking about our jaded hearts and unstable emotions at that time. That was a valuable vulnerable moment. It could be said we had a mass breaking down!

But like I say ... never again.

7 more weeks to freedom baby.

Autumn love

Weeks ago, while waiting at the bus stop, (I was standing in a classic combi of brown and black in my usual stagnant look) it started to rain leaves. Not those typical leave rain but one resembling autumn.

It was like in the movies ... suddenly there was a light breeze of wind, with orange (not brown) leaves dropping and swaying slowly to the ground and I swore, I heard a particular music in my head ... something epic and full of love.

Pure magic.